Have you ever wondered if you are truly making a difference.  Last year around this time i was dating a guy who i thought i was going to be with the rest of my life well that was far from the truth i broke it off because of the fact two weeks before my prom my dad questioned him on whether he really loved me or not,  and when the man that you have started making plans with for the future says he doesn't know there is definitely problems.  Right then i wondered what was my purpose besides maybe going to college.  I love my church and my family and friends but really was there anything else out there for me.  Finally after my twin niece and nephew were born i really knew what i wanted out of life it was definitely children.  Now this may sound outrageous to many of you but my dad has always said don't let anyone talk you out of your dreams.  Which is totally true and i have been made fun of because of this dream.  I want to have twenty-seven children now some of you are saying she doesn't have any kids and has no idea what she would be getting into.  Which is some-what true but i know that God would not have given me that dream if he didn't want me to take that dream and run with it.  Now i really don't think that i personally will have all of those myself.  I am definitely going to adopt and then i will most definitely think of all the children i will teach.  I have had this dream since i was ten years old.  I am a personal that has never cared what other people say about me because of the fact i know that i am doing it unto God.  I have always wanted a purposeful life and until the day i die i will have the same dream.  Currently the guy that i had dated for four years still goes to our church and i have had to see him every time we have church which could have a definite flip if i would allow it but somehow i haven't said anything impulsive to him lately.  Which is very strange for me because i usually act on impulse and let things fly when i speak my mind.  Sometimes good sometimes bad.  I know that i shouldn't let something like that get to me but when you think your gonna marry a guy and then puff blows up in your face it kind of really burns.  Who knows if this is making sense of anyone but it really  helps to just write it out. 

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God makes Dreams Come True, keep following Him and like your Dad says "Don't let anyone talk you out of your dreams" One thing I learned too about sharing my dreams is that we do have to be careful who we share them with, not everybody will leap for joy with us, in fact some may try to talk you out of it,

See Yourself teaching 27 children, weather they be 27 spiritual children that you gave birth to by leading them to the Lord and having a classroom of 27 children... your dream is also to teach  right?  

Jesus is the Dream maker and Dream Fulfiller... look to/for Him not to/for a man