Hello again everyone.  I finally found full time employment.  The weekend newspaper route job I had ended about 5 weeks ago. I missed a few weekends, and was replaced and not given any opportunity by the main manager for another route. However, I really felt God was leading me away from that job. I found a job with a temporary staffing service called Masterson Personnel at Wells Fargo Home Mortgage, doing Data Entry, and the job may last up to 18 months and begins tomorrow. This job also pays more than any of my past jobs. God also blessed me by leading me to a Christian counselor who is mainly in the Deliverance Ministry, and after meeting twice with her, I was able to really let go of my past, and it turns out the reason I could not let go of several people was that I had unforgiveness towards them, however, I have completely forgiven all of them now, and have a lot of new and wonderful peace in my heart, life, and entire mind. I am sure God is leading me to begin saving up the money I earn at this job because I strongly sense He is leading me to move out of my moms house, where my unsaved brother also lives, and my mom is unsaved, and I am unsure, but believe God is leading me to find a Christian roommate, or rent a room in the home of some Christian people, then eventually possibly move out on my own. I want to stay in constant fellowship with other believers. I also have settled down at a good Assemblies of God church named Emmanuel Christian Center, and have met some wonderful new friends there who have reached out to me, and are continally praying for me, and I am involved in a Tuesday night group on Overcoming Depression and Anxiety, as I struggle a lot with anxiety at times. Lastly for now, the other night I woke up and was in a lot of pain, mainly in my shoulder, because I fell asleep in a bad position, and I thought about taking some medicine, but felt that I must not do that, so I prayed, fell back asleep, and woke up with absolutely no pain at all. God is healing my entire life.                Blessings to everyone!!  Sincerely in Christ, John S